I try, I try to be positive. I try to think of the good things I have in my life, but it’s so hard.
My life wasn’t rough growing up, I had a pretty good childhood. I had friends, I had a family that loved me and that was more then a lot of my friends had. I was the happiest kid, always with a smile on my face, my eyes always sparkled with happiness.
I wish more then anything I was still that person.